Feeling Better And Looking Worse

I'm feeling much better. The hot flashes are almost gone. I wish I knew what I did to accomplish that, but I made so many changes at once, it's hard to say what did the trick. I'm taking Estrofen, flax seed oil, fish oil and DHEA. I also have Premarin cream from the doctor, which in addition to putting in the private place as prescribed, I spread on my face. It puffs up the skin making fine lines shrink.

Best of all, I'm sleeping fine again. If sleeping were an Olympic sport, I could once again be in medal contention. The mental fog has lifted and I'm now back to my baseline level of ditziness.

Then, I got my hair trimmed and I'm feeling cruddy again. The stylist mentioned that I need to color my hair. It's almost white. Then she said that I have lost lots of hair. Great. I knew that it was thinning a bit in back, but didn't know it was obvious to others. Eventually, I'll have to pull some hair back and clip it in back to cover the balding spot just like my mom and grandma.

I'm feeling so depressed that I'm sitting here wearing a waist length hair extension. It looks great from the back, but then I look at my aging face and see one of those pathetic old women who cling desperately to their youth to the point of looking ridiculous. The hair piece has to come off.

Tomorrow, I'll put a nice blonde tint on my hair and try to feel better. This is why I hate getting my hair cut.